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Barbed Wire Dragonfly

by 4lung

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Purple Absolutely love this album from begin to end!! Favorite track: Fingernails Blue.
minigwynie
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minigwynie my other reviews i wrote in retrospect & told of how they affected my life at those times. i can't do that in the same way now because i'm living the part of my life this album is intertwining with. what i can say is that this is probably my favorite album by hushy or (anyone else.) i think she expresses some stuff that she is going through/thinking about beautifully, and it resonates with me a lot. i think the songs on this album with her voice unedited are the first since AGP--which is good! Favorite track: A Secret Only Humans Understand.
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Mel i was cooking shoarma and got hit with a callout, what the fuck yo
(good shit, 10/10) Favorite track: LapFox Wannabe.
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1.
I Feel So 01:40
sometimes I wish I was brave i wish i was stronger, I wish I could feel no pain i wish i was young, i wish i was high i wish i was honest, i wish i was you, not i 'cause i feel so mad, i feel so angry i feel so calloused, so lost, confused again feel so cheap, so used, unfaithful let's start over let's start over sometimes, i wish i was smart i wish i made cures for the way people are i wish i had power, i wish i could lead i wish i could change the world for you and me 'cause i feel so mad, i feel so angry i feel so calloused, so lost, confused again i feel so cheap, so used, unfaithful let's start over let's start over
2.
are you afraid that you can’t comprehend it? are you afraid of what comes next? are you afraid that you will not find understanding in the darkness of a mind so brutalized by common sense? are you afraid to interpret your objectives? are you afraid to consider how they end? are you afraid to catch interest in a subject which everyone else agrees should be left alone instead? are you afraid to be severed from connection? a student with no teacher, an ass without a head? are you afraid to be ejected from your circle and treated as a symbol, like contagious living dead? you are afraid that they won’t comprehend it. you are afraid of what comes next. because you know you will not find understanding in an endless sea of minds all brutalized by common sense.
3.
six feet down till your flesh is mycelium the demand for my brand stands higher than helium bred a germ just so i could sell the medicine healin’ em i’m the sickest motherfucker born before the millennium all the things i want you better bet that i’m stealin’ em see the future when i’m flippin’ over cards & revealin’ em i don’t hang out with ur crew because i’m not rly feelin’ em & if ur lookin for the cubes you know i’m wheelin & dealin em dude can you feel it? you’re in deep shit! drowning cesspit and if you climb out, it’ll suck you back in let it feed you i’ll succeed you cuz i need to hustle daily just to keep my eyes open la palabra inglés de “ventana” es “window” el pato de goma es muy súper lindo. estoy comiendo una hamburguesa ay! mis llaves están sobre la mesa? yo no voy la escuela o puta trabajó, prefiero explotar en un sangre vaho no me importa lo que diga mi mamá, gano más dinero que BARACK OBAMA i got the mandate of heaven, my soul is 11 i’m sharp enough to split a grown man into 7 i’m Pom Pom Purin i’ll get that pussy purrin’ the doctor found DMT in my urine i’m playing Hasee Bounce on ur mom’s computer i’m lifting up her tail like a razor scooter u can have her back, i already do’ed her played her out like a first person shooter!!!
4.
the day we die will be the best day of our lives and when they cry we’re gonna feel so good inside i will leave my insecurity to the ones who always doubted me & i’ll leave my inability to the ones who always touted me i’ll be satisfied if we never make it out alive but when they cry we’ll feel it on the other side cuz i still don’t know what i wanna be in pictures, her eyes, they follow me back then i was a lapfox wannabe she sent me less than three guess i still don’t know what i wanna be in pictures, her eyes, they follow me back when i was a lapfox wannabe she’d always smile at me
5.
You have all the time in the world You have all the time in the world You and me You and me You and me You and me, girl You and me You and me You and me You and me You You and me You and me girl You and me You and me girl You and me Me
6.
can’t tell if i’ve de-transitioned can’t identify my life’s mission can‘t settle on one position can’t trust licsenced physicians complex mental division obfuscates my religion resorting to submission, i'm on my knees and i'm begging again I'm begging again sublimation, no breeding something tells me i’m not succeeding satisfaction is so fleeting I wonder what it is that gives me meaning semiotic & exotic so erotically hypnotic when i sleep i’m not dreaming of you 1 2 3 4 i don’t wanna feel like shit no more left right, big fight can’t pretend i know what’s right 5 6 6 6 i just wanna skate, relearn my tricks do what i feel not concerned with what is real "you dont make breakcore anymore! all you do is whine into your microphone, it’s making me snore!" just wanted to get inb4 someone states the obvious the old me’s outta the door "i never really liked her music anyway" among a hundred other things that people like to say list of types of people in your bio that you wish that you could kill and i said: 1 2 3 4 i don’t wanna feel like shit no more left right, big fight can’t pretend i know what’s right 5 6 6 6 i just wanna skate, relearn my tricks do what i feel not concerned with what is real
7.
the more that you say the less that you do the harder it is for me to love you and whatever you say, no matter what you do i will paint my fingernails blue the more that you say the less that you do the harder it is for me to trust you whatever you say, no matter what you do i will paint my fingernails blue x2 the more that you say the less that you do the harder it is for me to need you and whatever you say, no matter what you do i will paint my fingernails blue
8.
can you make life do what you want it to? how do you decide what you believe is true? sacrifice, think twice, on the other hand... it’s a secret only humans understand. revive ur mind inside the lines of time and rhyme until you find an answer to a question no one asked you. who asked you? oh, no… i could run around all day hoping to collide with you i could learn about all things and still never have a clue

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Dedicated to the memory of Wren Pleasant.

"I Feel So" originally written & performed by Box Car Racer.
"The White Flash" originally written & performed by Modeselektor.

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released April 5, 2024

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