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Odds & Ends For Autumn

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I'm Henry VIII I am Henry VIII I am I am I got married to the widow next door she's been married seven times before and every one was a Henry she wouldn't have a Willy or a Sam I'm her eighth old man, I'm Henry Henry VIII I am
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4LUNG: chibi mafia <3 scenecore gurlz on XTC i’ll be comin up when ur NBD ur twitter feed got me ZZZ talk that nasty shit to me peekABU can’t hold dis pee nawt my fault if u h8 me nananana booboo :3 srsly do not txt me unless u need a G of PCP(ee) in the Bentley, pants full, head empty lookin like a rule 63 pat dempsy in the back seat with the fresh meat chop it up peanut butter cup w/ a big blunt light it up blood orgy!! yayy blood orgy blood orgy yaay like to have a word with ur manager power 2 da ppl liek a D force damager PORYGON2: ay ay YA, that was off beat but i rly dont care... hey holy SHIT im the coolest tran you know ill pop a xan you know makin hits i might i'm makin plans that's right make a hundred mil get fucked, ya that's life imma bust some teeth if u rly wanna fight take a knife and drain your life i'm bladee drain gang that's right if you catch me in the night that's a bad sign i keep it 300 ya u know im stayin tight i dont got a vehicle im riding on a trike what do you wanna do with yourself should i go hard or worry bout health im a big kid ya i dont need no help if you hate my shit review me on yelp my chest real tight i can feel my fuckin ventricles if you switch up imma toss you like an edible when im in the coat ye my shit b getting medical trans age, shawty? my age is fucken 7 broh (kaj fricken strife... kaj strife the mother-fucker..... very carefully) KAJ STRIFE: cleaner than a broke dick dog idgaf too ashamed 2 let shit sog yea good luck whos there w teh weird snares and teh weird stares its so unfair!!! >:0( im living in ur walls, sillyman!!! im living in ur mf balls!!!! heard u was talking shit so i guess im also living in ur calls!!! this shit retarded, ill be regarded as the best troon that did it like mo w dat potential what happen 2 those that hid it ima qt like soulseek :3 i customize how i tweak keep scrolling like a <marquee> or spill all of da iced tea!!!!
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pick me up and i'll let you down, yeah look me up and read every single receipt play it safe, i'm not worth the risk now it's your job to keep hardcore music elite
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love everything that's terrible and everything that sucks i love all my stupid friends who never really gave a fuck i love everything unbearable and terrible it's true but the best of all of all of them is absolutely you i love every part of everything that i have ever seen from the wholesome and the innocent to sordid and obscene and i do not feel an ounce of shame or fear for what i'll do cause i'm full of love for everyone including me including you
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i wanna be a sociopath see the world as nothing but math never feel the need to hold my wrath i could carve out a whole new path empathy can be such a nag conscience can be a real drag wanna be a sociopath stone-faced reading sylvia plath it’s not easy to have the feelings of a human it’s not easy to bear another human’s pain it’s not easy to want to keep the doors open it’s not easy to stay in one fuckin' lane it’s not easy to go and lead myself to slaughter it’s not easy to know the rules of every game it’s not easy to know you’ll never want a daughter it’s not easy to witness those who are ashamed
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zoomed out shawty got that big picture pussy whadda fuck you tweetin come and get me lil wussy wrote 100 callout posts & u still couldnt kill me got dat gucci prada puttin louis on my groupies obliterate my bladder with another white line all my stacks is fatter than a free buffet line gotta lotta AC i don’t fuck w/ sunshine always off the mushies and the molly sometimes padded lil booty n you know i’m so fine nothin gets you madder when i have a good time all my friends are babies i fuck w/ the grown kind and never think twice what i’m doin down the line fightin round the world when she call me russel crowe dead shawty hit da henny off a lexapro liquid food diet n i smoke a lotta dro pull-up wit da pull-ups keep em on a tip-toe sell a lotta dope, never touch coke lotta white powder in my change bag tho mom’s always home, daddy gettin dome slizzard off the sippy, burn em down em like rome oh, OHH, HYUAAHH haha
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apes in the store go EEE!! EEE!! EEE!! apple pay chip tap, cleanup on three ape in the store str8 feral mon-key when i gulp grape syrup, chase it w/ da green tea apes in the stor go EEE EEE EEE smoke another jay, fill my pull-up with pee lookin for the psychs? i’m the girl u tryna see when the ape shit hit, don’t come cryin to me every single time i’m left alone i fuckin relapse couple hundred nitrous hits on toppa 2 or 3 caps feel it in my artery i think i’m bouta collapse rhymes so fuckin blown out like they suffered from a prolapse broadcast stories thru your territories all i ever wanted was for people to adore me but i got the opposite, thousand people talkin shit friends ask me all the time how i stay on top of it i don’t, and you know that i won’t and i highly suggest you learn from the best go n make u a mess no one left to impress when she get undressed scope the bulletproof vest when she get undressed scope the bulletproof vest better run better run ‘fo you catch it in the chest
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i love you so much stay the fuck away from me i’m directed by a power you can’t see can’t put my finger on just what you mean to me i have never been about consistency I appreciate every ounce of kindness and care anyone has ever given me. but my whole life i’ve based my decisions on what will cause the least negative reaction from the people around me rather than doing what i actually feel i want to do, and even then, half the time i’m still exploited, expelled, or made into a scapegoat in the end, regardless of how empathetic or considerate i strive to be. It’s robbed me of a lot of enrichment and opportunity and i’m just tired of living like that. So i’m no longer sticking my neck out, because now i'm protecting it. I’m done changing my shape for other people, i’m done letting myself be bogged down by emotions that don’t even belong to me. From now on, all of my blood belongs to me and my Self alone. i love you so much stay the fuck away from me i’m directed by a power you can’t see can’t put my finger on just what you mean to me i have never been about consistency yknow those days where you think you might accomplish something but then you smoke weed and do nothing instead and you just stare at the wall feeling bad that you’re not doing anything and then the most depressing & anxiety-inducing song that you know suddenly gets stuck in your head for no reason and you really wish that it wouldn’t but you won’t get up and do anything to distract yourself because you’re too busy being perfectly still and useless and a piece of shit?
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reactoid knows only strife using words just like a knife threaten friends, DM your wife no regard for human life reactoid’s just got a feeling reactoid can’t see the ceiling reactoid is compensating hates to know you’re masturbating reactoid won’t seek the truth no no no reactoid don’t need no proof no oh oh reactoid’s got one desire make sure faggots stay on fire reactoid is coming next for you
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i often don’t know what i’m feeling cuz emotions don’t seem so appealing after years of trials inspired not by my own errors but deception, debasement and terror exes who cope just to kill a few years ago i bought a handgun cuz the CHAZ made me feel i should have one i was there for two weeks working graveyard shift on the borders revolution is it’s own reward, or so i was told, i just moved forward. then came years of dissociative addiction ketamine, nitrous, 3-meo-pcp & 2FDCK i zoomed so far outside the planet that forgetting 4 suicides was painless because friends don’t exist in the hole so go ahead & spread that i'm dangerous. go ahead and tell them i kidnap, i rape & i kill, pick any lie you want. cuz nothing that you ever say or do will ever be worse than relearning to use toilets and eat solid food nails in my sarcophagus my blown-out esophagus frozen lungs and frostbitten fingers gabapentin, alcohol LSD and adderall turns out i’ve got baggage after all countless nights with zero sleep everyone says i’m a creep hey tranny, can you relate to me? like a gunshot in a crowded mall from the women’s bathroom stall there’s no use in trying after all there’s a perpetual disorder inside girls with field recorders we don’t care and we don’t know we’ll just plant ourselves and hope we grow up, but how much longer are you willing to pretend that you don’t wanna catch a load in the rear end from some girl who insists you call her “mommy”? it’s obvious, at least to me mammals have a tendency to generate sexual fantasy based on dynamics of the family but the more that you treat it like a big taboo the more people are going to submit, dominate, & crave abuse living for this thing that bothers you quit while you’re ahead this was always our new normal now quit while you're ahead

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released October 8, 2022

art by twitter.com/ammonyaa

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